Sleep? What is this thing you call sleep?
Oct. 20th, 2007 06:10 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
platedlizardHah. Still no good night's resting for me, I guess. Two nights ago I fell asleep at the incredibly early hour of 12am, woke up at four am, fell back to sleep at 7am, woke up at 2:30pm. Good thing I didn't have to work. Last night I went to bed at 12, fell asleep around 3 or 4, woke up at seven am, and got up at eight.
And I don't know why.
The thing is, I've had problems sleeping in the past, but it was always, ALWAYS related to stress. This time around? Not so much. I just... can't sleep. It's really, really weird. Part of the problem might be the weather, it's been one storm-front after another through here (not bad, just rainy for the first time in a bit, and differences in air pressure). The nasty weather is also keeping me from walking my usual two miles, so that might be related as well. Tonight I'm going to get some over the counter sleep aids and try again. I hate those things with a passion, by the way. They always leave me feeling stoned the next day, but at this point I'll do anything to get some sleep.
Part of the problem is that I seem to be obsessing, in a weird way, about Byakuya from Bleach. Specifically his relationship with Hisana and Rukia. I've written, like, three different stories about how he and Hisana met, each one getting progressively more angsty. I figure there had to be something really special about her (at least to him) for them to even meet, and it... uh... well. Hmmm. I don't know what I want to say about them. Just that their relationship(s) are really, really sad and stuff. A weird thing to be obsessing about, and I hope to god that it doesn't mean that developing Mom's Obsessive/Compulsive problem, heh. I'm hoping that I'm just spending hours and hours writing shit about them simply because when I'm wide awake at 3am I'm also bored as hell.
And I don't know why.
The thing is, I've had problems sleeping in the past, but it was always, ALWAYS related to stress. This time around? Not so much. I just... can't sleep. It's really, really weird. Part of the problem might be the weather, it's been one storm-front after another through here (not bad, just rainy for the first time in a bit, and differences in air pressure). The nasty weather is also keeping me from walking my usual two miles, so that might be related as well. Tonight I'm going to get some over the counter sleep aids and try again. I hate those things with a passion, by the way. They always leave me feeling stoned the next day, but at this point I'll do anything to get some sleep.
Part of the problem is that I seem to be obsessing, in a weird way, about Byakuya from Bleach. Specifically his relationship with Hisana and Rukia. I've written, like, three different stories about how he and Hisana met, each one getting progressively more angsty. I figure there had to be something really special about her (at least to him) for them to even meet, and it... uh... well. Hmmm. I don't know what I want to say about them. Just that their relationship(s) are really, really sad and stuff. A weird thing to be obsessing about, and I hope to god that it doesn't mean that developing Mom's Obsessive/Compulsive problem, heh. I'm hoping that I'm just spending hours and hours writing shit about them simply because when I'm wide awake at 3am I'm also bored as hell.